Salam Tahun Baru!

Assalamualaikum J

First of all, I just want to wish a Salam Awal Muharram to all Muslims. May this year bring us much joy and happiness that we deserved. May we have the courage to face another year with passion and will to drive ourselves forward and heading towards success.

People seldom talk about opening a new chapter when it comes to New Year. But by opening new chapter, will that immediately helps u to forget about what happened in the past? I bet there will be times u still lingering on those memories and u wish that u can turn back time so that u can change the events that have occurred.

If u ask me whether I have regrets in life, I would say no. I have lived my life according to my own ways, without anyone telling me what to do, etc. every thing that I have done is done by my own will, no one force me. I have learnt about life through the hardest ways. And yes, I am still learning about it day by day.

At the age of 23 I don’t think my life is complete just yet. I haven’t accomplished many things that I said I would do it when I turned 23. I still have doubts about having a relationship. Let alone a marriage and kids. Pfft, I am so not ready right now, financially, mentally. I don’t know about u, but I sometimes have a love-hate relationship with little kids. Sometimes they’re annoying, sometimes they’re the sweetest thing ever. Well that’s about relationship.

I always said that I want to further my studies after completing my degree. So it has been a year now. And I’m still here. Couple of friends already started their masters program and a few have worked as lecturers, tutors. I envy them. A lot. They already have the future figured out and I’m still wondering on my next plots. Arghh, this is troublesome!!

So, a new chapter huh? What is there for me now? What can I do to turn things around? What would it take to open new chapter and leave it all behind?

I wish I could throw u away or I wish my brain has a delete function so that I can easily delete u from my RAM memory and never to see u again. U, my saddest memories, my unfinished stories, my sweetest memoirs, why still there? Why keep showing up when I try to forget all about u?

Now I don’t know where this post is going to end. So many things in my head now. I just want to be heard. These thoughts aren’t supposed to hurt ur feelings. They’re not supposed to make u fall apart. They’re not even meant for u.

I supposed it is true when people say that thoughts are the most powerful weapon in the world.

*be careful with ur thoughts, u don’t want them to hurt u and ur loved ones*

Sembang Kosong

Assalamualaikum

It has been a very tiring, sleepless, overfed and motionless week. Spent three days at Melaka from Sunday until Tuesday, then from Tuesday until Friday outstation kat ampang pula. Memang agak sibuk lah kan sejak 2,3 minggu ni. Bukan nk kate aku sorang je yg ade keje tapi nak share la kan pengalaman bekerja sepenuh hati jiwa raga ni. *lately ni, mmg banyak posts psl kerja kan?* *sighs* huhuhu

Takpelah aku bebel kat next entry pulak la eh? Boleh? Otak ni penat sngt mengadap computer, numbers, borang2 perjanjian… huhuhu..

Thanks for reading.

Wassalam :D

Broga Part 1

Assalamualaikum :)

As promised earlier, ni haa pics kitorg penat mendaki kat Broga tu hehe.

Enjoy!

eira nk terbang ke mane tu?

beberapa minit sblm tiba ke puncak

sue mcm dah biase je kt puncak tu haha

nmpk tak peluh2 kitorg tu? korang rase turned on tak? :p

posing2 jgn tak posing weh

tetibe aku pon nyibuk jgak

eh menyibok lagi

ni kat puncak pertama kan korang?

aku bajet kacak mcm hero spiderman tu

ni rasenye dlm perjalanan ke puncak kedua

aku dan scandal :P hoho ini ekin lah hee

hee posing lagi eira ni

reach for the sky weh

lompat si katak lompat

mcm2 gaya ade melompat ni haa

epul nk wat dajal la tu

macho siottt

tergoda iman aku.

ni apehal termenung je? penat?

minah ni tak kenal penat :p hoho

What has been going on?

Assalamualaikum

It has been awhile since I last update my activities here. Well to start things off, I have been busy with works. Literally I am swamped with files, letters and boxes all over my workplace. And I tell u, it’s not comfy at all. It is hard to move around. The desk is so messy and sometimes I couldn’t find my own phone. *sepak terajang kotak2*

Next Sunday I’ll be going to Melaka to teman bos2 ni mesyuarat. Sambil2 tu jalan2 makan angin la kan. Hehe. Bile lagi nak buat camtu kan. Will be there until Tuesday ptg. Mlm tu plak kena peg ampang utk buat semakan borang perjanjian plak. Kat ampang until Friday so sah2 la tak masuk ofis seminggu kan. Sape la yg nak punch card aku tu. The following week plak, En Hasmidi kate nak bawak aku peg pangkor utk teman dia buat program kat situ. Aku on je. Kat sane plak maybe sampai 4 hari. Tp surat blom dapat lg. harap2 dapat la peg kan. Hehe. The weekendnya plak, akan ke Batu Kurau. Peg wedding Eja dgn alumni UPA sblm ni. Hopefully x pancit la kan. Huhu. Begitulah perjalanan karier utk 2 minggu akan datang. *BOSAN KAN CITE PASAL KEJE JE* haha

Last Saturday, 12 Nov 2011, my buddies and I went to Broga. Yay! It was my first time ever and hopefully won’t be the last lah kan. *best tau mendaki ni* so yg peg adalah Epul, Sue, Eira, Amir, Ekin and her two friends. Plus aku pon ade same la kan. Hehe. Supposedly bertolak dari rumah dlm pukul 4 pagi tp disebabkan ade sorang tu *aku la tu* kitorg bertolak lambat dari expected hehe. So dlm 440 camtu bertolaklah kitorg, 3 bijik kereta yg agak kacak n cool, *wue4815 kena tinggal sbb taknak bazir minyak*, ke Broga dgn perasaan bercampur baur. Bagi aku, aku sangat2 looking forward utk mendaki bukit ni. Mcm dah lame gile tk buat aktiviti lasak ni kan. So bile dapat peluang, aku taknak la lepaskannya kan? :D kitorg smpai sane dlm pukul 515 camtu. Dekat je Broga dgn Pjaya ni rupenye. So next time boleh la peg lmbt sket hehe. Lepas dah siap2 sume, pakai kasut yg maha hebat n super grip *kecuali aku dgn selambenye pakai sandal Nike aku tu* kitorg  pon mulalah mendaki Bukit Broga. By the time kitorg smpai tu, rupenya dah ramai org yg dah ade kt situ. So kalau nak kate aku lah org pertama yg smpai kt puncak tu mmg nak kena sepakla kan. Haha.

Pendakian *cewahh guna ayat pendakian tuh* mengambil masa dlm lebih kurang 40-45 mins. Sbb kan kitorg first timers kan, so maybe lambat la kot. Kalau yg dah expert tu maybe 30 mins dah boleh smpai. Jalan2 nk naik ke atas mmg mencabar giloooo. Kena pegang tali lah, pegang itulah, tp jgn pegang tangan anak dara org, bini org or tunang org dahlah, kang kena pelangkong plak bile smpai umah. Hehe. Sbg self-appointed leader, aku pon lead la daki bukit tu. Dahla dgn takde torchlightnye aku redah sane redah sini utk smpai ke puncak *cehh, gaya ckp mcm tnga buat ekspedisi besar je kan* actually kitorg ikut je org2 lain yg kt depan kitorg haha. So selepas berhempas pulas, memerah baju, kain dan tertinggal shawl kat celah2 pokok, kitorg akhirnya smpai di puncak pertama. Ramai2 gak org kat situ. Boleh tahan lah. Dari umur kecik smpai dewasa, dari saiz mcm sue smpai la saiz mcm big show pon ade. Sume nak gak merase naik Broga. So bile dah smpai, yg kitorg tggu hanyelah kemunculan matahari je. Tak puas smpai kt puncak pertama, kitorg daki plak ke puncak kedua. Subhanallah, the view sangatla cantik. Hebatnye ciptaan Yang Maha Esa. Sumenye hijau2 belaka. Maka kitorg berposing la gitu gini depan kamera. Haa, psl kamera ni kan, aku plak lupe nk charge mlm tu so bile dah atas puncak, batt kamera cume ade satu bar je. Adoi! Sah, mmg akan kurang gambar la gini. Huhu. So aku pon guna lah kamera phone. Seb baik kamera aku gempak gak, boleh la show off ambil pics2 yg super duper comel and kawaii :p *

Maka setelah berpuas hati melepak hampir 1 jam 30 mins kat atas tu, kitorg pon berangkat la pulang. If u think climbing up is hard then going down is harder. Damn! Kena super duper extra careful weh. Kalau tak jatuh guling2 mcm kartun shin chant u. haha. Going down took almost 25-30 mins jgak. Sbb kena gilir2 dgn org yg nak naik kan. I’m surprised to see a probably 50-60 years old masih kuat lagi mendaki bukit tuh. Respect lah auntie! U rock! Maka smpai je kat kaki bukit, ujan plak turun rintik2. Alhamdulillah nasib baik dah smpai bawah. Kemudian kelibut lah kitorg cari breakfast sbb sume dah kelaparan kan hoho. Dari semenyih, smpai ke bangi cari kedai makan tp disebabkan sumenye memilih, akhirnya makan gak kat kajang. Maka melantaklah aku makan roti canai TIGA keping ye, haa tak penah2 aku order smpai 3 haha. Lepas makan gedebak gedebuk, plan berikutnye adalah utk ke sungai. Nak mandi manda la plak kan lepas dah berpeluh mcm hanjeng. Badan pon dah bau harummmm sngt haha. So bergerakla kitorg ke sungai congkak. Dlm keadaan hujan yg agak lebat tp mcm romantic je kalau berkubang dlm sungai kan, kitorg pon berkonvoi skali lagi. Tp kita hanya merancang Tuhan jua yg menentukan. Halfway through kitorg bpatah balik sbb jalan pun dah jammed and hujan plak makin lebat turun. So its better that we go home and rest je hee. So by 11am dah smpai umah masing2. Itu lah cerita Broga kitorg. Ape cer korang plak? :p

So for now tu jela aktiviti aku sepanjang bulan November ni. Looking forward to go to Melaka and Pangkor right now hehe. Agak2 lepas tak nk buat scuba diving? :D

Ok next entry nnt aku post pics2 kat Broga ye.

Thanks for reading.

Wassalam J